Tuesday, May 16, 2006
complexity fits the best. i do not want to wander off anymore. how come i don`t feel a thing? am i still freezing cold after the devastation i convulsed from the previous experiences? i should say i`m just trying to rescue myself from the vulnerablities. i swerved and meander so hard just to avoid the bumps the obstructions may inflict upon my soul.
i do not have the charisma you all say or think i may possess. i simply am what i am. i do not want to bruise myself and you. we all know amidst the redolence and temptations of love hid the darkest and scariest side. and the degree of love can be very different, perhaps you've mixed it up? i`m nt reproaching you, i just want to seek clarifications. there`s certainly no right or wrong answers. in my heart, in my mind it just resounds. i`ve picked up alot along the way. perhaps it`s my conventional of doing things. i do not want to lose a friend in the end again. i`m scarred for the rest of my life. definitely i value the care and concern you`ve shown, but i did not ponder upon the possibility of us. i really ran out of words, dude. thank you i would want to say, for your presence and for your companionship. you are nice, really nice, so do not ever look down on yourself. trust me, i`m not worthy of you. if not, why would they choose to let go of me?
i don`t know am i right or wrong now..
i`m blurred.
ARGHS!!!!
i feel darn bad. ='(
12:56 AM
complexity fits the best. i do not want to wander off anymore. how come i don`t feel a thing? am i still freezing cold after the devastation i convulsed from the previous experiences? i should say i`m just trying to rescue myself from the vulnerablities. i swerved and meander so hard just to avoid the bumps the obstructions may inflict upon my soul.
i do not have the charisma you all say or think i may possess. i simply am what i am. i do not want to bruise myself and you. we all know amidst the redolence and temptations of love hid the darkest and scariest side. and the degree of love can be very different, perhaps you've mixed it up? i`m nt reproaching you, i just want to seek clarifications. there`s certainly no right or wrong answers. in my heart, in my mind it just resounds. i`ve picked up alot along the way. perhaps it`s my conventional of doing things. i do not want to lose a friend in the end again. i`m scarred for the rest of my life. definitely i value the care and concern you`ve shown, but i did not ponder upon the possibility of us. i really ran out of words, dude. thank you i would want to say, for your presence and for your companionship. you are nice, really nice, so do not ever look down on yourself. trust me, i`m not worthy of you. if not, why would they choose to let go of me?
i don`t know am i right or wrong now..
i`m blurred.
ARGHS!!!!
i feel darn bad. ='(
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 12:56 AM
